People can be more forgiving than you can imagine. But you have to forgive yourself. Let go of what's bitter and move on.
I think it's your mental attitude. So many of us start dreading age in high school and that's a waste of a lovely life. 'Oh... I'm 30 oh I'm 40 oh 50.' Make the most of it.
I think older women still have a full life.
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