I've learnt that through life you just get on with it. You're going to meet a lot of dishonest people along the line and you say good luck to them. I hope they live in comfort. Then I start sticking more pins in their effigies.
I have tried to keep on with my striving because this is the only hope I have of ever achieving anything worthwhile and lasting.
Trust has to be earned and should come only after the passage of time.
If you've never felt that you quite got a hold of it you just feel that...